Hello
Well as the title implies I CANT CRY and its enough to make me weep, I am a very emotional person and crying although not fashionable well bawling my eyes out every month or so would ease the pain and distress inflicted by blackheart, but as my character is becoming harder or hardened if you like I am no longer sobbing my heart out as per, and I am like a human pressure cooker as a result encounters with humans ( not a fitting description) who ignore the fact that a person maneuvring ( I know its spltrang) a disability not a juggernaut, scooter that person is more than likely disabled yet such ignorance they show with abundancibilityness,,,, last week my wife and I were doing the shopping and the little machine is handy for that and will carry a hefty load of groceries papers mgazines etc and the new store serving our village has more than enough space for my very slow pace and Im in no race so the trace of unsettled face,,,,ez I KNOW I KNOW I am no W Wordsworth on one ladies boat race well lets say she held no grace when as I slowly made my way to check out she turned quickly and walked into the curved bumper the bumper is designed to reduce harm to peds,,and this person went into overkill mode it was a sight to behold ,, and the language,, well I have a extensive vocabulary of gross obscenities but I have updated them since our encounter ,three witnesses saw the incident,,and I was about to retaliate in kind but as there were kiddies in earshot I said nowt,, instead there was a feeling of indiference ,,I did not care I could not give a flying foxbat and still dont,, and that is not me I hate what I am becoming,, some may say its inevitable after years of conflict changes can be expected but it has been so rapid,,its not normal to not care I need to weep and cry and sob and blub this horrible state of mind out of my system, and I have fitted a new razor edged bumber along with sharp blades to the axles of mobscoot,,,( no I have not) thats silly, but I would like too.
Is anyone else feeling this horrible emptiness
OTan heavy Fedsbro