i woke this morning,
head banging,
its so cold,and pouring.
got me lappy whos about,
lots of poop on many a site.
along come me friend,
chirped me up,
had some fun,
not a fite.
got me cramp in me legs,
wot a site.
had a shower,
feeling better,
off to drs wot a terrior.

IF

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

And - which is more - you'll be a Woman, my girl!

Rudyard Kipling.

Reflect on it Alison. You must trust yourself, only you and you alone can do it.

Ask your Guardian Angel for help (we all have one). And think, alij, think happy thoughts.

With kindest wishes, Cecily.

u got me in tears cecily,good ones not bad,that poem has so much thought and meanings to me ,thankyou so much for taking time to post it ,ali x