thanks guys. It certainly has been a big hill to climb.

Today for example has been a day I would rather of not woken up to. My nan is actually ill. For months (if not a year) she had been waking up every night being sick. Today she got up and has swollen cheeks (no idea if its abscesses, or anything worse) which has made her drained and unable to do much (shes spent most of the day sleeping on the sofa and has barely any energy to talk). Her approach however (which is has always been) isnt to see a doctor no matter what anyone says to her, instead its to just carry on as normal and hope it goes away.

Funnily enough today though my mum is having a really good day, shes been doing a fair bit by herself, and seems in a good mood.

I was told that the babys scan is at the end of the week (thursday). Iv got an option to go but since its a very late appointment the difficulty is know I would have to stay in that town that night after the scan until the following evening. Feels difficult with my nan being in the way she is in and having to attend to my mum when/if I go to the scan