thankyou cowboy 101 and vivian for your thoughts.many people cowboy101,wonts to get in a dark ally with him,and a hush hush some police have said it to,off the records of course.when the police catch him ,only time i have to come face to face with him agin is doin a line up,which im not lookin forward to one bit.when it court it video link thankgoodness.and vivian,i have two dogs,a westie she is 7 and a long haired terrier called tj,he is 11 ,luv erm to bits,and they do me.they are good little guard dogs.when i came out of hospital after wot happined to me,they new i was not well,and they change the way they acted around me,just so much more loving ,it wired,but anyone who has a dog will understand wot im talkin about,they just can tell when ur not well.

Dear Alij,

I am glad you have your dogs, and yes they are very in tune with how you feel, they keep me going on down days as well. I take mine into the nursing home where my husband is and they like to make a fuss of her.
I really do hope that they catch this dreadful person soon then you wil able to start making some progress, he needs hanging upside down for a few days then he may see how vunerable he feels when a few kind hearted people pass him by with a good whack thrown in for good measure.
Keep your chin up and I hope your bruises will soon fade at least on the outside it won't be staring you in the face.
best wishes
vivian

vivian,i bet your hubby loves seein your dogs ,lovley surprise for himspoke to c.i.d yesturday,and they are still filtering through files of people nown to the police,lookin through c.t videos and speakin with people who was about the other sides of the woods and ponds goin to fetch kids from school,if anyone saw him runnin back that way.it will be press relased to the public soon in the paper,i could not understand why it not been done sooner,so he caught quicker,i was told they have there reasons why things have to be done this way,to not worry.but i carnt but worry though,im scared whilst he still out on the streets.been drs today and they givern me more sleeping pills,i dunna like erm cus they makin me feel doppy durin the day time,but they are stoppin me from havin the relivin it all durin the nite for now.on top of this ive woke up with a infection in me supa pubic tube,and i feel like i got labour pains in tummy and all round me kidney hurts,was givern andibitocs this mornin as well,just so fed up today vivian,goin to lie in bed this afternoon,even if the sun out ,i just carnt be bothered today ,a down day i guess,pd crappy as well.may be tomorrow will be beter,see how it goes,so im moanin now,dont mean to,we all get bad days dont we and mines today.

Hi Ali,

Just read your news - what a 'xxxxxx' eh?

Hope your O.K.? -  Your looking good in the photos anyway.

Good luck

Mike.

Hi Alij

Sorry to read about your encounter with some of our more vile inhabitants. Hope the police manage to get them. Glad to see that you are coming back to your usual cheerful self. Best of luck to you

Chunky

Sorry you're having a bad day, Ali. Hope it soon improves... xx

hi chunky,ellemac and mike 700,thankyou so much for your thoughs,mike me photo was first time out the chair since the indesint,beci put make up on me did me hair,and chose me clothes wot i was to wear ,and said mom smile will you,and click,all done.ino how that all sounds but it truth how it went,i dint wont me picture took.but like beci says you put that pic against the pic of me in the newspaper after the situation ,there a big difference.bec says im gettin stronger by the day,well may be i guess,some times i have to put on a front ,but all me friends who have surported me her,facebook and msn ,twitter are pullin me thropugh day by day.it seems to effet me the most at nite,so ive been put on sleep pills,then they make me relaxed bit doppy durin day to,which seems to do the trick.it goin to be a long time for this to fade from me,i got some nasty brusies,still black and blue on legs,hips and tummy,puncher wounds on leg are beginging to heel,but i will be scared.it has helped me so much ezinda doin this thread for me to let me let it all out,belive it or not it helps so much,and i thank her so much for doin this for me,in a way it kinda a thearpy ,agin thankyou all for surportin me x

mike just read your post agin,ive had a recent picutre done since the one in the news paper a week ago,thats the one im speaking of

Ali
I'm really sorry to hear your news. I hope the police are successful in finding the guy who did this. I look forward to hearing that he has been locked up.

It is good to see you back in the forum and I hope we can help lift your spirits

((Hugs))

EF

thankyou so much ef,its very emoutional every time i see another communtity member say a thought to me,givin me surport to keep goin ,you would not belive how hard it is to get through things like this until it happins to you,they still doin wot needs to be done before it realsed into the paper of his efit i gave them,hopfully it be soon,i wont him caught and get crown court over and done with ,and may be be anble to get on with me life.